Spasmodic
Dysphonia Caused by Thyroid Condition
by Julie Melody
julie@bni-mi.com as of October 10, 2009
Once I was stricken with SD I found talking in general exhausting, but
it was especially difficult on the phone. Had I not been self-employed
I am convinced that it would have cost me my job. It certainly cost me
sales, and put a strain on my relationship with my business partner. I
am an insurance agent, and am constantly on the phone. In my spare time
I have loved being involved in community theater, storytelling and singing,
so my voice not only helps me to make a living, but is an integral part
of the things that I do to bring joy into my life. I had just turned 40
when I began to notice that I was having a problem with my voice. I had
been through a period of extreme stress and had gained some weight. I
decided to change my eating habits and to get fit, and I began an intense
exercise program and dieted for the first time in my life. At the end
of twelve weeks I was in better shape, and felt healthier than I had ever
been in my life.
Shortly after that I noticed a problem with my singing voice. I was scheduled
to sing and woke up the morning of the performance unable to hit and sustain
a pitch. Within two weeks I started having a problem ordering in a drive
through. It seemed that I couldn't speak loud enough, without having my
voice start breaking up. Then I noticed that I had to think extremely
hard to speak, and my voice started to cut out. The only way that I can
explain it is that I could only get parts of words out, and I could not
link words together.
Over the next few weeks my vocal condition continued to deteriorate, and
in a short time I got to the point where I could not even say my name.
I went on the net and discovered information about SD, but hoped that
was not what I was dealing with. Although I'm not one to run to the doctor,
I sought treatment immediately. After ruling out more serious life threatening
problems, an ENT diagnosed me with SD. He simply handed me a piece of
paper that said, dx=spastic dysphonia, rx=speech therapy. He was quite
uncomfortable when I asked him why he hadn't prescribed Botox injections,
because he realized at that point that I knew what he was telling me.
My husband didn't understand why I was weeping once we got out to the
car, so I explained it to him what the diagnosis meant. We decided to
get a second opinion.
It took me 4 months to get into the voice clinic at University of Michigan.
When I saw the voice specialist there he initially told me not to worry.
He thought I had a functional dysphonia, which essentially meant that
my voice wasn't working for some unknown reason, but he assured me that
speech therapy would solve my problem fairly quickly. I trusted what he
was telling me, and did everything that my speech therapist told me to
do. After a month of treatment the speech therapist told me that he had
never seen a patient who was so compliant, with so little result. He told
me that my lack of progress meant that I really did have SD after all,
and he recommended Botox. He gently tried to prepare me for the life long
challenges that I would face. I was desperate to be able to speak normally,
so I got on the Botox schedule as soon as I could. After my injection
I was able to link words together and actually have a conversation for
the first time in months. I was happy, but disappointed that my voice
didn't sound like it had in the past. Shortly after my six-week check-up
with the voice specialist, I started to notice that I had to think hard
to talk again. Within two and a half months my voice had again deteriorated
to close to what it had been before the injection.
It was then that I decided to withdraw from speech therapy and Botox treatment,
and to seek another solution. It just didn't seem logical to me that almost
overnight with very little warning I could permanently lose my ability
to speak. For six months I was convinced that I had a psychosomatic problem
and tried working on my head and getting in touch with repressed rage
to no avail. I then embarked on alternative treatments such as acupuncture,
relaxation, deep breathing, subliminal tapes and nutritional therapy to
name a few. They really did nothing to improve my condition. Also, I noticed
that there were things that aggravated my voice such as exercise, lack
of sleep, and getting upset emotionally. I was beginning to lose hope.
One emotional evening after crying and begging God to let me know what
I needed to do to get better, I somehow got an answer. I can't explain
how I knew, but I was absolutely convinced that I was in touch with what
the problem was. I went to my doctors and asked to have my thyroid tested.
My test results were mostly normal, but I did have indicators of autoimmune
thyroid disease. Because I had all the symptoms of hypothyroidism and
also had low body temperature, my doctors agreed to treat me despite normal
thyroid blood levels. They did not believe however, that my thyroid problem
had anything to do with my vocal problems. They first put me on Synthroid
which is synthetic T4, the raw material that the thyroid manufacturers.
I almost immediately began having horrible side effects. Then they wanted
me to try Armor Thyroid, which is a natural form of primarily T4 with
some T3. (T3 is the converted form of thyroid hormone) I tolerated it
slightly better, but still had horrible side effects. I ended up in the
ER thinking I was having a heart attack on more than one occasion. It
turned out that I was building up toxic levels of T4 in my system. T4
was not what my body needed.
Finally after months of feeling like I was banging my head against the
wall, I was on the web and made an interesting discovery. I discovered
a thyroid condition that was the result of the body's inability to convert
T4 to T3, which produces the same symptoms as hypothyroidism and then
some. Basically it happens mostly in certain ethnic groups, to people
whose ancestors have survived famine. Apparently Irish/American Indian
is the worst combination which is what I happen to be, but any ethnic
group with a history of dealing with famine can have this problem. Ironically,
the same survival mechanism that allowed my ancestors to live through
times of famine is my Achilles' heel today. The way it works is that during
or just after a time of severe physical, emotional or mental stress (pregnancy,
loss of a loved one, dieting, serious car accident, intense prolonged
physical exercise, etc.) the metabolism basically runs in reverse. This
is the same coping mechanism that allowed my ancestors to need less food
than the people who died during the famine. Unfortunately, people with
this trait today can get stuck in that reverse mode, and as a result become
hypothyroid on a cell level.
I take 120 micrograms of T3 (liothyronine) twice daily which is the maximum
dose. It took some time to build up to that dose, but once I did I had
complete relief from my vocal problems and also from the other physical
problems that I had been having within two months. I was able to speak
normally for about two years; had a relapse when I significantly reduced
the medication that I was taking, and have had a normal voice for a year
now since I am taking the dose that proved to be therapeutic for me in
the first place.
My doctor is in the process right now of determining if an iodine deficiency
is contributing to this thyroid disorder. He suspects that if indeed it
is, that I can significantly reduce the amount of medication that I have
to take by supplementing iodine. He was amazed that my vocal problems
resolved due to this treatment. He has agreed to gather information to
document other SD patients who eventually have success stories similar
to mine. If there truly is a thyroid connection to SD that other people
can benefit from it I feel responsible to spread the word.
More detailed information about this thyroid disorder is available at
www.wilsonssyndrome.com. The site
also provides a list of physicians who recognize this problem, and who
know how to administer treatment. Interestingly, vocal problems are not
listed as a recognized symptom of the disorder on the website, however
traditional medicine does acknowledge that hypothyroidism can cause deepening
of the voice and thickening of the vocal cords, resulting in slower speech
patterns. Also it is interesting that this is a stress driven thyroid
disorder, and that so many SD patients have histories of severe stress.
Should you decide to try this treatment, I would be happy to be a resource
for you. I am happy to address any questions or concerns that you may
have along the way. I am committed to getting the word out about this,
and to gathering documentation about other SD patients who benefit from
this treatment. With permission I will pass along any information that
I receive to my doctor who has agreed to help me with this task. I can't
begin to express what a difference this treatment has made in my life
and my families' lives. If I can help even one more person by sharing
my story, all of the suffering that I went through during that dark time
will have been worth it. There is hope, so hang on.
My love to all of you who are afflicted with this terrible disorder,
Julie Melody
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